Age: 18
Numb
Numb, no she doesn’t feel a thing
Won’t even return when I ring
Got my sanity hanging on a string
Cause I know the happiness I’d bring
You’re gorgeous but you neglect it quick
Put me down because you’re not the average chick
And if my friends ask, I wouldn’t say that I smashed it
You’re worth more, have more perks than your assets
Daydream bout how we would pass the time
Remind myself why bother, you will never be mine
You’re only intrigued by what’s out of your league
I could beg and plead, you’d still drop me like a dime
I just want to have you for myself
Have you knelt, on your body I leave welts
Hold you up like a belt, from the cards you’ve dealt
But I couldn’t pull you even if I had help
Abyss
I believe that I’m drowning
I’m almost positive I am
I’ve never felt such a pressure
Such a presence
My next move is life or death
The deeper I go the harder it is to see
I’m being pulled, grasped
An intangible force is controlling me
A storm is approaching to whirl me
Soon, I’ll be compromised
The crash and bang
An uproar of commotion
So much turbulence
I can’t hear myself speak
My breath becomes still
Heartbeat becomes faint
This love has waved goodbye
Girl for Me
You’re the reason I wake up in the morning
Because I abhorred every time you’re asleep snoring
You’re the wind beneath my wings
Because you’re cute yet let me tie you up with strings
You’re my percussion, you’re my sweet symphony
And you keep me in check without Ms. McPhee
Though it sucks when we meet your mommy
But it’s worth it cause you touch my meat then we play zombies
And you’re weird like me too
We roar at the animals when we’re at the zoo
Eat each other to see who has to get more food
And you never forget to DVR my cartoons
You’re a match made from Olympus
Cause not one god could make such a description
Perfect from head to toe, Achilles’ mom double dip
Give me high fives when I finish on your tits
Your love got me in endless bliss
Kiss you on the lips and watch Benson get pissed
The type I could see when I die from old age
And the one backstage when I’m jamming on stage
Make it better for us when I achieve all the fame
I just hope with every thing, you and me will never change
Can you please see the sense in seeing me?
Luv
I know that you and I aren’t an item
I’ve been practicing this speech, now it’s time to recite it
And you don’t have to speak, by your sight I’m enlightened
I’m frightened by just how much I find you enticing
You deserve the whole solar system
Cause earth is for the birds and baby girl you are different
Not too petty but not too bashful
And you don’t easily fall in love with these assholes
That walk around, you just see right though ‘em
Believe that all men aren’t the same and I aim to prove it
And by the way you’re blushing could imply that I’m stupid
But you wish is my command, say the word and I’m saluting
Cause you simply deserve it
See the show without dudes going for your curtain
Berserk if anyone hurts you, I’m certain
That’s why I’m telling you now that this more than flirting
I get lost in your eyes, stare just to pass the time
And I dare to check your ass when forming b lines
Hope that’s not weird, you just got so many perks
Bringing this up to see if you and I work
Cause us together is one of my lavish dreams
My minds rattling about the thoughts of St. Valentine
A Million Rose Petals
This is real
Every emotion in the english language can’t measure
This very feeling is a foreign one
But I assure that it is real
You can’t fabricate a faberge egg
You’ve been trapped inside of a man’s house of mirrors
Grown timid to try another time
However
I’d wait outside your door, with a million rose petals
Yet you only speak of me when you speak of the devil
You’d second guess my words, you’ve heard them all before
But not in such a tone so you’re left unsure
Until I prove my worth, show you I mean well
Then you and I could compose our own fairy tale
Theater
Listen close to the heartbeat
Hear it’s percussion, it’s entire being
When you are with me, that sweet symphony is playing in a grand music hall
The lights are dim
The stage is set
The protagonist and reoccurring characters
Speak the language we both share
The curtains open wide
Seemingly, the stage has been rearranged to simplify the scene
The perfect scene
Many have tried to analyze such perfection but have only come close in their slumber
The audience stands in attention
This is the big finish of the tale
The choir starts to hasten their chants
The band begins to quicken their tunes
Until
The show is finished
The curtains close as the crowd rises in an uproar
They never get bored of a good show
The cast never gets bored to perform
Mockingbirds and Honey Bees
Our sheets are all folded, meshed with floral scents
The steam building up in the shower
We rinse and come clean with innocence
Just to be dirty for hours
We rush to the bed, this game is not a joke
Can’t keep our hands off each other
We have no care if the sheets are wet
They’ll be soaked one way or another
You ride and ride, Ms Route 66
I get lost in your highway for miles
You have big talk of your sexy little tricks
And I’ve been down for a while
You rise and rise as my heart rate ascends
This is a story reaching its peak
Baffled at the way you twist and you bend
I treat you cause you’re what I seek
Closer and closer as we’re face to face
Eyes say you need a wellness check
Our goal was to make a mess of this place
Your sigh of relief comes resting on my neck
Spouses To Be
You run along my dreams, I’m in knots like a seam
I hope you don’t believe in fairy tales, they’re not what they seem
I see us deep in the mall, watch you shop till you fall
And me falling asleep until you try on some thong
From Victoria Secret, and then we play wii fit
But you don’t need to slim, your body leaves me speechless
Late nights, love the nights we go all the way
But wake up and dread every time it is a holiday
Don’t get me wrong, you have a good family
Even though I’m not the guy your parents planned to meet
It’s all good though cause I know our love won’t fade
So I’ll eat dinner and then what your mother made
The Perfect Moment
Her breath is like satin, the way she breaths so soft
This moment is perfect, just her and the loft
Her gaze is as Medusa, for my lips do not quiver
Nor shake or quake, just send me a shiver
A sweet breeze of bliss, blinding my bosom from a burden
So perfect, her and this neighborhood; suburban
Her voice is a symphony that would drive composers mad
And her grace is so poise, except when I met her dad
But it is this moment that is better than the rest
This moment so perfect, as she is resting on my chest
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I just need to get away from it all, look
I’m having my foes all shook
But read the words in the bathroom like its a stall book
Luckily, my identity ain’t what y’all took
Cause if it was I wouldn’t even write a small hook
I’d be too busy with talking of how I drink a lot
And how I run my city, the others never seem to trot
I know I’m crispy but miss me with all the scheming plots
And all the judgment and separation, man it just needs to stop
Who are you to decide what is cool today
Saying that it’s not me all because I watch some anime?
Who are you kidding, you know you loved that shit growing up
But now you worry bout being cool and throwing up
Oh yeah that’s really tough
I guess you have to get all the attention cause at home you didn’t get enough
I’m in the wrong too, I know I’m not perfect
I turn down girls cause I don’t think that they deserve me
I mean, they’re nice but I can’t allow it
She sayin that she fell for me while I don’t even trip about it
What if I lower my standards, I mean I have before
But it’s gotten so bad that I can’t even have a whore
In my bedroom, nah I ain’t that lucky
I’m at the point in my life when there’s nothing that they can take from me
Which makes me strong yet I’m sitting here feeling weak
My minds flooded with ideas, all it took was a leak
But people will hate even if you have talent
So every verse I write, I make sure it can’t be challenged
I’d like a girl, one that I can just kick it with
But most of them just don’t have the mind to get with me
They’d rather get heartbroken and start choking
On their words, she realized that her friends weren’t joking
It started good, they would talk on the phone
But would have another episode like attack of the clones
That’s not right, i’d treat them so much better
But they take one look at me and can’t see us together
That’s just something on top of other stuff
I’m mad knowing I’m not popular like my brother was
My mom is strict as hell, and listens to church all the time
I’m 18, but doesn’t trust when I say that I’ll be fine
I just wanna be free, I just wanna be lucky
Want them to see what I see, and for a girl to fuck me
I wish I’d go to the parties, I’d turn into an advocate
I wish I’d have some dough without having to need the shit
I’m not running from fate, won’t flee from it
I like my life, I just don’t fully agree with it
Together
With my fingertips running across your chest, kissing.
And me gently rubbing your hips and pulling your chin with my finger.
Being able to look at you and kiss your lips softly, listening to your heartbeat, warm against your body.
Being able to feel your soft skin on my body and play with your hair.
Being able to tell you how amazing you are, and the kissing your neck and chest.
Being able to tell you you’re perfect and see your radiant smile.